Almost had a heart attack. I was calculating my grade and I forgot my midterm score. Missing that score, I was thinking my highest possible grade was a C. I know i didn’t mess up that bad. My ‘A’ is still in reach.
I need God. I have absolutely no confidence going into this exam tomorrow. Tonight is gonna be a crazy one. My 100% in this class is officially impossible. Hoping I can still get an A, but I’ll gladly take a B. Nothing less, please.
Was gonna stay up cause I’m crazy but nah. I’ll catch some more Coachella tomorrow. Really want to see Little Dragon & Daughter! Check out Nas and Disclosure, maybe the Naked & Famous. Love MGMT, Pharrell, & Nas. But right now I’m zzz
Hoping to make April a good, productive month. I’ve been doing the least in terms of school. (Mind that I am a perfectionist, so my least is not necessarily the least. That struggle. Not doing enough, while doing way too much)
I definitely need to pull my shit together. I feel like I’m not learning to the extent that I should be. Aiming for that 100% in all of my classes. I got the highest score on my Psychology midterm ;) Hoping to do the same for the final. I got this? Only 5 more weeks of school!!
I want to start training again for dance. I haven’t stretched, since last year. My legs are so tight. I am so ashamed. Pretty soon I’ll have to start training with Nat. If I go away, I’m hoping to join a dance company so I definitely have to bring it.
I also want to work on my fitness. Arms, legs, bum, abs.. the whole thing.
Then finally I will have to decide where I’ll be this summer. With that said, I’ll need to prep for summer term.
Call me a hater, but asking to be nominated for a superlative is lame. I don’t understand why people would promote themselves like that. What do you gain from winning? And why would you want to win like that? Just be the BEST and hopefully people will recognize you. and if they don’t, who cares? Those superlatives don’t mean anything, more times than not, it is a popularity contest. I just think it’s a bit dumb.
This year for me is the year to make things happen. I’m gonna sit down and figure out what all of my goals and aspirations are. Once I’ve figured that out, I can figure out how to get there. I’m actually really looking forward to the summer cause by then I’ll know where I’ll be location-wise for school. I’m ready to settle down and commit. This year I’m making a conscious effort to be better. I will make progress and I will work to achieve all that I set out to do. Working to turn my dreams into reality. Things can only get better from here.