May 2013
I did not cry surprisingly,
but Moondance was a success! Its been a very crazy experience, especially these fast few days, but it was worth it! Aaronson was pleased and that’s always gold star worthy! Lol. I don’t think it’s hit me that this is it.. We out!
Moondance is tomorrow
and if I don’t cry like a baby I will be shocked.
Stuck.
It was nice to see Aaronson, even if only for a little. This afternoon reminded me a lot of last year.. always the same few working their tails off to pull things together. Having the capabilities of doing so is both a blessing and a curse. Working to the end. I can sleep when I’m dead.
I have so much clothes...
It’s quite ridiculous. Looks like it’s time to go through my clothes again.
I did not know that Jeanine Mason was acting..
More of a reason for me to get into Bunheads.
It's as awkward as you make it..
I don’t know what it is, but I always feel really weird around XYZ, not like that’s often. Actually I know why, but it’s like “Why do I care?” Quite frankly, you are not relevant to my life. It’s a pity, but it’s true. I only say that it’s a pity only because it’s dumb that the end was truly the end. So much for still being friends. No, it does...
So much running through my mind..
Just Fuck.
Once again.. I would like to point out how much I hate people. I’m fucking
done.
I have this love-hate relationship with myself.
I have many faults, I’ve made countless mistakes, I’m ‘stupid’, but I’m learning, I’m growing, I’m discovering my true self. I may not always see what there is to love in myself, but I do love myself.
About to have a mental breakdown.
I started to feel better about starting college in...
and now I’m like FAACK! So much to do! At least I have a better idea of what my first semesters will look like.
Moving on up!
Got that A on my last Yerks test. Get that A on my final and my grade will be straight.
Now for Spanish
Physics Exam T_____T
In other news
Just ordered my prom dress online.. talk about pushing it. The store ended up not having the dress in stock, but I tried a short version of the dress for sizing. Glad I did, because a 0 ended up fitting just right. Can’t get any fatter though. Lol. Seriously thought I was gonna be a 2, maybe even a 4. I guess I perceive myself as much larger than I truly am. I just hope it’ll be good...
Don’t know what to do.. So I went back to register for preview and the dates have changed. Can’t go to Session I-A because I have an IB exam and technical rehearsal. If I go to Session I-C, I miss Moondance. If I go to Session I-D, I miss dress rehearsal and Senior awards night. And finally if I go to Session I-G, I’ll miss my last two dance classes leading up to the recital. I...
Back Home
Hopefully I’ll get my prom dress today. Then I guess I’ll study up for my Physics exam tomorrow.
May the 4th be with you!
Lol. Someone put that on their graduation cap. Jelly
Going to Gainesville Tonight
And I have yet to pack. Poop
Always taking steps back.
[[MORE]]The other day my friend made a speech regarding his experience with the PSA. In his speech he mentioned Christian. Jenn and I exchanged glances and we were seriously on the verge of tears. Then across from us on the other side of the stage were Chanique and Leah. They too were on the verge of tears. I think Leah was the only one who actually cried at the end of it all. Of course it struck...
[[MORE]]Its been exactly a year since you made that promise. “Promise that you won’t hurt yourself.” You just laughed and promised me eventually.
There are some things I won’t forget.
The little things.
I am a mess..
Can’t find my agenda, can’t find my phone. I can’t function properly.
Survived Paper 1 of my English IV exam, now for...
I’m actually really worried about this one
Starting college in less than 2 months.. O.O
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oh. and one more announcement before I return to my studying…
ALLISON IS ALL-STARRING ON SYTYCD THIS SUMMER! :) :) :)
Along with Twitch, Lauren F, Mark, Witney, and Neil - it was confirmed earlier today. Shaping up to be a great season already, yeah?
Can’t wait til the season starts!! (:
April 2013
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So sleepy, but there is no time for sleep.
Samson is such a pretty song..
With its dark undertone and all. Glad I chose this song for my solo this year. Regina Spektor <3
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All I've ever learned from love was how to shoot...
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Grad Bash today!
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26. A song that makes you want to fall in love.
...
So Elections have turned everything upside down.
I have an opinion, but I’m not gonna share it. Just LOL.
May the “best” man win.
I am so upset right now.
Like you guys have no idea. I don’t have time for this fuckery.
I fucking hate people so fucking much.
I am going to be really pissed if I don't go to...
If that was the case, I would’ve went to Mr. BA. -_______________________-
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